I really hate my boyfriend.
"Wanna go to the zoo?"
"I'd love to go to the zoo!"
*sleeps all fucking day*
*wakes up*
"Let's go to the cardshop! We'll do whatever you want afterward."
"O-okay."
*return from cardshop*
"I'm going to go play Magic with Tucker."
"FUCK YOU, BUDDY."
Lies lies lies lies lies lies.
I do not understand. I want to go to the zoo, or the movies, or Safeway, or anywhere.
Oh, and I called him a little while ago, because he said he was coming over.
He said, I'm on my way, just gotta grab some stuff from my room.
In the background, I can hear him playing Magic.
Holy hell, am I angry right now.
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3 comments:
*hugs* I'm sorry to hear that. That must really suck horribly. In my experience I was less important to Julia than schoolwork and her viola, and I just had to accept that, but she was careful enough not to let it sting. Keeping to her word and all that.
If it's any consolation, you can ask people to stop playing with him when he has other commitments. I find that I'm kind of crappy at doing this myself, mostly due to me being a inobtrusive, ineffectual puddle of goo, but if you are clear and direct?
Dunno if you would want to, though. Wish I could do more to help - if you have any ideas of what I could do, let me know.
"I was less important to Julia than schoolwork and her viola"
Well, the stupid part is that he tells me I am more important. If he straight up said I was not as important as whatever, then maybe I'd be less pissy about the whole thing.
Yeah, that's sort of a dick move there. At least Julia warned me and everything when we were drifting together, and she never really denied that her foremost love was her viola.
I suggest confronting him about him not putting his actions where he said his interests are - examples in the past, mostly.
Of course, there's the question of the equimarginal principle - obviously spending all his time with you isn't as useful as him spending part of his time with oyu and part of his time elsewhere.
Also is this zoo idea a private couple thing? Last year the Irish C people went to the zoo, but nobody told me and I got left out.
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