Holy hell, am I sad right now.
I've been fine all day, and all of yesterday. It is just right now.
He is not here, and everything reminds me of him.
He left his shoes and his towel here, he gave me his legos, there is change on my table, his jacket is on my couch, the Big White Book is on my bookshelf, Pokemon is on my TV, Layton is in my DS, Penny Arcade is on my computer. My sheets even smell like him. Hell, even I smell like him. I've been using his soap and his towel and jacket and I miss him I miss him I miss him.
I talked to him today, and we listened to the PA podcast, but I miss how he holds me and talks quietly and tells me everything is going to be okay and that I'll be just fine and how are we doing? Perfect, and Do I love you? Do you love me? Do we love each other? and can I do anything for you? can I get you anything? can I do anything to help? what do you want to do? is it okay if I go play some Magic with Tucker? Call me if you want me to come back. I'll see you later. I love you, Leah.