It kind of blows when all of my feelings can be summed up in a blink 182 song.

I feel particularly self destructive tonight.

I can ruin two relationships in one go, I think. That might be interesting.


I shouldn't have to feel guilty for feeling good, but you, you just don't know when to stop.

ENORMOUSLY LOVE

YOU KNOW IT'S TRUE

THERE'S NEVER BEEN A KNIFE THAT'S CUT ME HALF AS DEEP AS YOU OR WIDE AS YOU






oh god my life is stupid and bizarre and i hate it
I promise I love you.

He cries when she yawns

I'll give you the longest kiss.
I'll give you perfect pitch.

everything

is pretty hard.

I don't know how to feel about things anymore. It has been two years. Have I run out of steam? Does it come back? I feel tremendously guilty, but what to do? Pretend like it is the same, I guess.

I want to have both, which is pretty frustrating. I don't even want one or the other anymore. Just both.

I wish they read this. It would be so much easier.

maybe it is the drugs.

I am having it again

the paranoid depression

seeing bugs out of the corners of my eyes

wtf

I have depression and I want to talk.

but not about you. I'm tired of that.

if you want to tell me you have felt this way before, or how you have dealt with it, or anything about you, please don't do it under the pretense of making me feel better. I'll talk about your shit, whatever, just not when you tell me you want to talk about my shit.